the things of the world cant fill me.

not any object,
not any activity,
not any one.

theres a longing in my heart to fill that gap,
it was once over flowing,

but now dry as sand.

ive tried, i try. i promise.
but the same things my physical body yearns for,
ironically pulls me further away from what my soul needs.

how do you stop when its not really your fault?

i need a New Hope.