its been eventful

i dont want to worry about time,
or money, or effort.

i wish i could just take a long break.

but no. cause this is life.

theres no pausing the time,
or taking a break.

you snooze you lose.

right?

sometimes i wish i could just get married and be a stay home mum
all i need to do is LOVE.

but i guess not,
in this century, its every man(or woman) for himself right?

WHY DO WE HAVE TO RUN THIS RAT RACE
WHATS THE PURPOSE OF SURVIVAL HERE.

recently alot of people i know are passing on.

i really wonder, then what?

thats it?

they struggle as a baby, needing things they cannot comprehend in words
they struggle as a child, not being able to get the toys they want
they struggle as a teen, acne, bad friends, lousy grades
they struggle as an adult, jobless / too much work
they struggle as an elder, realising times almost up, but they havent got a chance to do what they want to do

and then.

poof.

dear jesus, if im here complaining on my Laptop, in the comfort of my Airconditioned Room.
what about the children and people who suffer from poverty?

if man are all equal.
why were they borned into such homes.

no.

Why are there even such homes?
why is there poverty in only some places.

my heart aches, alot.

xx Rachel